I want to…

I want to…
…remember the sleepless nights.
…embrace my frizzy hair.
…enjoy the scent of her newborn head.
…smile even when I’m tired.
…rejoice in the chaos.
…hold her as much as I can.
…be thankful for diaper duty.
…focus on what really matters.
…press her close.
…joyfully endure showerless days.
…breathe deeply.
…love fearlessly.
…revel in her innocence.
…be proud of the dark circles under my eyes.
…feel her heart beat against my chest.
…be bathed in peace.
…leave no cheek unkissed.

…have no regrets, for I know all too well that this time with her is fleeting. They will be grown and gone before I can blink my eyes. And I want to make every moment count, now while I still can.

Another first…

During Nana’s visit, we decided to trim Anna Kate’s hair. Nana has given all of the kids their first hair cuts so it just seemed fitting that we do it this week. Especially since Anna Kate has not had a hair cut yet. I figured it was finally time to trim her baby mullet. We didn’t cut very much. It was just enough to look like she has “layers.” Once it was cut, Nana put braids in her hair. She LOVED them!







Our Family Has Grown By Two Feet

Jake, Judd, Anna Kate, and Sadie Perdue

“Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above…” James 1:17
Today was my original due date and Little Miss Sadie has been apart of our family for five wonderful days. We are enjoying every minute of having this new little girl in our family. She is precious, adorable and just to sweet. Her Daddy says on a scale of 1-10… Sadie’s an 11.
The past few days we have had family visiting. It has been busy but lots of fun. Here are a few pictures.




Birth Day Diaries

4:38 a.m.- pelvic pressure

6:30 a.m. – shower
7:00- intense back labor, normal for this week
7:45- Back labor more intense
8:00- First contraction on way to take kids to the Tuso’s
8:30- Contractions 10 min apart. Called Dr Miller’s office to see if they wanted me to come in to the office or go to the hospital.
9:00- We arrived at the hospital.
9:15-Went to the triage and was hooked up to the monitor
9:45- Moved to a room- contractions stronger. still 6-7 cm nurse called dr to come.
10:00- dr walked in checked me. complete. broke my water. pushed
10:05- Baby Girl Sadie Grace Perdue was born